First Love Gone Wrong...very wrong~*

Do you remember your first love? Was it a good one that you want to remember for the rest of your life or a bad one that you can't seem to get rid of even though you hit a delete button over and over again? Life is so full of surprises whether a good one or a bad one but I do believe each and every event in our lives happen for a reason whether we like it or not.


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I didn’t experience a puppy love until 19 years old because I spent most part of my life in girl only school (yay..yay). My first relationship was a long distance one with my boyfriend living in Korea at the time (but we did meet and spend time together in real life). Let me tell you, the story is worse or as worse as most Korean drama series you have ever seen because it ended up on a very bad term. Both of us were so head over heel towards each other to the point that he even proposed to me in an elevator!! I was once again 19 years and he was 18 years old, I was in my 2nd year in university.

Long distance relationship was not easy, let alone for the fact that we were still too young and not up to the challenge. You bet. We broke up (darn it - he took a ring back!, I could have sold and made money out of it to compensate my emotional damage).



What..what? Do you want to her a reason for this break-up? Okay..okay nosy people..don’t get too excited now. We broke up in a chat program, extremely technical.


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Reason number one: he met another woman who was 5 years older than him. Reason number two: he wanted to marry her and….


Reason number three: this one almost made me throw up in blood – she was pregnant with his baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hell yessssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


My world turned upside down, went round and round, bounced to the left and the right. I closed a chat window and I looked like I had just lost my soul – I looked totally blank. You bet, from there the hell broke through. I spent nearly every night crying my eyes out, cursing him and that woman (even thought it was probably not her fault because she may not even know). I even wanted something to go wrong with her pregnancy. It was the very first time in life that I experienced a betrayal and a sudden loss of love. It was purely miserable for a very long period of time but luckily I was able to pull through and graduated with 3.00+ GPA within 3 ½ years. My heart was still broken in tiny pieces and completely lost trust in every man. Completely overrated!!



I later became to realize that we broke up for a reason. Someone up above saw that there was someone else out there for me. Someone who was really meant to be my true love.


{Part two is coming up, hopefully tomorrow}